Even it's hard.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Assalamualaikum.!long time no see.(yes,i know it already.too 'pasar' right my sentences?hehe.)

Just a simple entry for today.actually.this is my first story for 2012.yeay.i actually thought i don't want to write anymore and update this blog.but out of sudden.i sit in front of

my new lappy.

yes.vaio z series.alhamdulillah.thanks to you beloved abah, Mohd Ardzi Harun that gaves me this thing as a present.!

hurm.now,i'm going to story about my result.for sure.SPM.yes.i don't know where should i start.first of all.thanks to Allah.He gaves me alot of good things.including 8A's 3B's.huargh.even i did'nt got straight A's,but i really thankful because.in my condition doing 3 papers in hospital.i still can score that much A's.yah.it sounds "berlagak"eh?actually i'm not.i just want to make my parents and all teachers that sacrifice alot of things for me proud of my results.that's all.not more.okay? (^_^).chill!

back to the past story.i went to spain for 4 days.and i'm glad i've been there.alot of things that we can see (historical buildings) and others that can we learn new things from that.for example.once upon a time.andalucia was a Muslim country with a Muslim leader.but now.almost 98% from the spanish are christian.hurm.i'm so sure.one day.SPAIN will be a great Muslim country back!insyaAllah.amiin.

Then,after a few days at madrid,cordoba,granada and toledo, i went to madina complete my true mission.UMRAH TIME.yes.even just four or five days at there.it was very memorable time for me had with all the trip's members.i'm not lying.when i arrived at the place called 'raudhah' in masjid an-nabawiy,i can't believe it at first that i'm standing in one the heaven garden.!yes.that was a strange feeling when be in that place.hurm.another place did i went over is mecca.totally thankful to Him that still give me chance to see with my own eyes.His greatest creations.ka'bah as-syarifah!.yes.the moment i arrived at mecca around 2 o'clock.then just finish the tawaf umrah.then sa'ie and lastly tahallul.when i saw the ka'bah.my heart beat just like different then before.the tears suddenly fell.without any reason.(actually,the reason i be like that because of too many sins.yes.i admitted it.).i'm His servant that did too many sins.don't even know how to repent anymore.I'M too vile.but after finished my fourth umrah.and last tawaf.(tawaf wida').i can feel a new feelings.i want to change.and i CAN change!be a new person SOLEHAH!amiin.

maybe that's all for tonight.and insyaAllah.'ll update my next entry within this month.thanks alot for all readers that still give me support to write.thanks a lot.

i'm sorry if i ever hurt any of you okay.forgive me.?please.thank you!.

sincerely,